i want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk

i want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk

toxic and timeless

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can i play wit your panty line? [02 Apr 2005|09:05pm]

[ mood | giddy ]

[ music | lil jon.get low ]

justin's really hot. and loud. and i dont want him to know this.
my balls!
we're having a candlelight vigil for da pope.
(nick carter is an aquarius)
hey darryl, pimp my ride's on
fishiiiiin! whoo
"did the pope die?"
"its definitely in bold"
nevermind. i love zaxbys
we played bsb games. I WON. im da champ yo.
our movie picks:
rushmore
frosty
yeah yeah yeahs
bsb
n*sync n brit
memento
longshot
<33333

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emotional draining part one [02 Apr 2005|09:28am]

[ mood | stressed ]

[ music | oh silence ]

i think im posting this here so the people who matter wont find it...

im not going to be your stupid high-school girlfriend. i thought we were above all that bullshit. i thought we didnt need the stupid title and i guess we still dont. it was a bad idea to go back through my thoughts because while it clarified things for you, it muddled them for me. we were perfect how we were, minus not having had talked about any of us. so now im here, angry and confused and not knowing if i even like you anymore, and i still want to be around you. that has to say something, right? maybe it only says youre my best friend. maybe nothing was meant to happen between us. except i dont believe that at all, quite the opposite in fact. you read my mind. the only thing that drives me away is the stupid fucking drugs you do and cant stop. but you know that. or you should. i really want some fruit loops. i had a dream you told me you loved me. on my brother's bed watching a movie. but anyway, im getting off topic. i wish i'd never told you anything about robby or that situation, i wish i'd never even told you who he was. i almost wish i had never talked to him. but not quite. it means a lot to me, he does. but you do too.

and you, you were too hyper to care when i really couldve used it. but i cant hold that against you. youve always been there. i shouldnt share my problems with you, you have enough to deal with. but geez, calm down sometimes.

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i love how you can tell [30 Mar 2005|08:51pm]

[ mood | excited ]

[ music | how do i look? ]

so things are good.
marshall came over today. its always nice to hang out with him. especially with a clear head. and just the two of us
(now you have that song stuck in your head. or you should)
then he left and called and we talked for like 342987 hours. or two. pick one.
school has been boring me lately but today was especially good.
ive been talking to robby lately which im really excited about.
lunch was fun(ny)
we had conversations of ashlee songs
spoken-word. if you will. or wont.
choke is a good book. i find the demented parts funny. i have a sick sense of humor.
i love you kids. even if we dont talk anymore/ever.

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update: [27 Mar 2005|12:25pm]

[ mood | cheerful ]

[ music | tha crampzzz ]

things on my mind:

- leanna not talking to me much. i dont know why that is. but i dont like it.

- marshall situation. i knew he wouldnt stop.

- these updates.

+ getting to spend a week with my family.

- my grandpa died yesterday.

+ jeffrey being a sweet boy.

++++ TALKING TO ROBBY!

+ easter and seeing grant.

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girl you know i like it when your body goes bump bump bump [12 Mar 2005|09:25pm]

[ mood | dirty ]

[ music | freak-a-leak ]

i love rap and R&B and hip-hop and math.

today was so much fun.
"group project"
OMARION IS THE BIG O
i aint drunk enough to do that
today=lots of hangings out with greg summer sean matt rory marshall and the like..and lots of new inside jokes
and awesome times
and serenation
and darrin's dance grooves + greg singing digital breakdown
i love my friends hxc
haha "im jerad! im catholic!" (is a stick figure)
teehee! we always like the same (random) boiz!!!

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to da windooooooooooooow to tha wall [06 Mar 2005|03:50pm]

[ mood | ghetto fabbity ]

[ music | let's go.lil jon and tha eastside boyzzz ]

mothafuckaaaaaaaaaz!

my current playlist:
get low
bump bump bump
freak-a-leek
i just wanna live
lets go

we're awesome.
till all these bitches crawl!

WU-TANG!

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[28 Feb 2005|07:48pm]

[ mood | distressed ]

[ music | ramones.blitzkrieg bop ]

long post! deal with it!

i love lisa.
and herbie is a good citizen.
and im hungry.
and i havent eaten much today except fruit loops and green beans.
i think i like a boi. but he will never know. not this time, ive made that mistake.
le tigre tomorrow night.
i need to ketchup on my entries.
i dont like not going into detail.
because i like tails? what?
i wonder where coach sumrell is. i miss him.
murder for breakfast
mrs. briggs doesnt look drugged up. shut up!
murder for lunch
he says the best things
murder for dinner
"sometimes i wish music was a girl so i could just kiss her on the forehead and tell her how great she is"
and murder for brunch
colleen keough is so funny, we should meet or something
i need to edit my writings
i mightve changed my mind about letting marshall read stuff
i dont know why, ive told him all my thoughts already
tell me what herbie said, damnit!
thought of the good things, the funny quotes and "narrating conversations," she said. funny things, good times.
its cute how we always detour to go in the dreary weather.
i like it.
it was also cute when he opened the door for me from the other side of the rail, even if he didnt mean to.
i have a writers bump. i cant tell if i dont like it or if im proud of it.
sean/shawn really thinks im gay.
it makes sense. i dont talk about boiz around him because it makes me uncomfortable
plus the no-bee slash eff thing
plus the cute girlz thing
whatevzzz my ass...whatevzzz my ass my ass...whatevzzz my ass my ass my ass. ok we're done!
lunch is fun at the new mesa.
greg and summer and alex and laura are funny. and...girrrrrl.
i love coral fang.
lesbians on ecstacy! haha...burn the bread
my fingers itch
i need to do my ruff draft...ruff ruff
youre a thief, a liar, and a cheat too. aint no mystery to unliking you.
im glad she understood/agreed with some of my thoughts.
i was scurred she'd be mad/offended.
fuck the world! <3 tiger army
herbie's a cute kid. we need to deliver the books.

that was an old entry.
i think its funny though.
le tigre was amazing. lyke duh.
i like a boi. but i love a grrl.
they talked about libby today. it made me happy. i wish i'd been there.
i went to greg's last night.
i definitely kicked sean's ass at go fish...oh, he went fishin all right
"can i have some gum greg?"
"you can have some go to hell!! ohhhhh"
mars hall was depressed today. oh well. im not a very good friend. whatever.
haha i totally figured it out too
who took the bomp?
robby is no more...*is elated*
ok! papers to write! or...im lying
i wish i would talk to him or something...but not like this
i really love sean a lot
i really want that note back from marshall, it meant a lot
ill ask for it back...or call him back? nope.
linoleum floor! linoleum floor!
i like plastic giraffes. what? no you dont.

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its come to reach up inside [20 Feb 2005|05:36pm]

[ mood | embarrassed ]

[ music | coral fang.distillerzzz ]

my brother=disgusting

friday=leanna picked me and lisa up. we went to a movie with austin. but me and leanna got scared so we went to see phantom of the opera. we were so loud and it was so much fun and i love her. and lisa did it a lot with austin. or so we thought. then we drove around and sang ashlee really loud. then we went to pizza hut and played awesome music on the jukebox and made our (gross) waiter turn it up loud. we went to a playground and played and made friends with these little twins named christina and erin. then we went and hung out at my house. leanna left. marshall came over. he sat on the floor.

saturday=mckays, shogun, hilarity, parties instead of shows, DARRINS DANCE GROOVES!!!!!!

today=church and stuff

this weekend=super fun

jeffrey=sweetheart

lisa=love

darrin's dance grooves=my life

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macbeth senior year! [16 Feb 2005|07:47pm]

[ mood | enthralled ]

[ music | i wanna be sedated ]

if youre driving a car in the ocean and a whale jumps over you followed by a dog, how many pumpkins are in the litterbox?

answer correctly and get a mystery prize!!

i need my hair cut and dyed (killed, sorry)
if any of you can/want to help me with it, plzzzzz do

so lisa's mos def birthing ezzzra's child
ew/haha
its kinda cute
she's kinda cute
i kinda love her
and i like how she...loves me?
whatevzzz

so mommy goes to the HUGE chattanooga airport tomorrow
i hope we dont get lost

my story for creative xxxpressions is SHIT
i hate it a lot
it needs to be so good, tis muy importante
as of now the wording is elementary at best

notice how my capitalized words are huge and shit

i have to teach little kids' sunday school this sunday
cute, right? NO....well, kinda.

so i was looking at old yearbooks in first block, little marshall was SO adorable
as was tiny william bedford

our presentation didnt go as well as hoped
i felt bad, im really bad at reading powerpoints
lisa was nervous and shaking, i felt bad
marshall got into his speech! damn boiiii
hah, our skits were horrid...even the sign holding!
it was kind of fun though
i got excited about it...GG...haha...sean hates me!
but i saw mr. carpenters grading sheet
and i got a 10...i think pretty much everyone did except zack
my visual aid was very visually aiding

lets get fucked up!
lets do some stuff...and get fuuuuucked UP
man, ive missed da crampzzz
goin to a cockfight
burn, witch, burn!

i had a mad dancing party in my room with tha distillerzz
it was really fun
i am totally my own best friend

i really opened up to marshall
it scared me
only lisa hears things like that!!
and occasionally leanna
i was nervous

isnt it weird that my mom has no brother?

"i hate limes.
my uncle died."

we found CJ's directed studies!!!!
mr. ricketts!
*is a stalker*

sean made me listen to black sabbath
so i made him listen to misfits
it turned into a game
then the bell rang

me and hermano are getting along for the first time since he's had this stupid girlfriend
its nice

<3 mike park

i watched ghost world when i came home
it always makes me feel better
fuck you, austin

oh dear, tomorrow leanna and lisa have 3rd lunch
which means im all alone with CAITLIN
shit
ben better sit with me the whole time
we're having a kid together, by the by

"i do not engage in note passing!"

umm...what else...
shows this weekend!
not sure which one, saturday or sunday
but for sure one of them!
great fun!

isnt it odd that i dont talk to my best friends from the summer?
like...harrison and justin
i dont talk to them anymore, kinda unfortunate
i loved those boiz a lot
but justin just used me to hang out with lisa
and harrison....like...died or something
and i miss taylor like whoa, but we still talk

today i found out that we saw robby
except we didnt, only lisa did
he was next to us at a stoplight in collegedale
and im always so worried ill see him there
but i didnt see him, i thought it was odd
it made me really super super super sad
i dont know why, im over him right? ...right.
...i loved him so much
i just think it was for me not to see
him i mean
and...i dont know...i just felt really mixed up
and i dont know if i wish i'd seen him or its good that i didnt
i think if i had i wouldve completely lost it
because just hearing about it made me...empty feeling
sigh.

whoever my mysterious commenter is, i like you
keep it up, kid

mi amigo samuel fuma una pipa
im latina, damnit!

long black jeans and creepers on
a mighty fine sight to look upon
be mine with the kool flattop
go baby go! <3

speaking of, i saw the cutest psychobilly guy at the garden of olives last night
i think ive seen him and his lady out before

lisa!

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toxic and timeless [02 Feb 2005|07:55pm]

[ mood | ambiguous ]

[ music | descendents ]

taylors lame.
pj's cute.
libby got karmic retribution for friend stealing.
ben almost got beat up.
i got introspective like mad.
taylors also hot.
like mad hot.
like root beer hot.
mimi gave me jewelry from the 40s
its real cute
she helped me sew my bag
greg sent me all the answers for our test tomorrow
and that about sums it up

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[30 Jan 2005|05:18pm]

[ mood | drunk ]

[ music | horrorpops ]

why is it that i always believe someone will do what they say they will? they never ever do.

in other news, i am currently accepting applications for valentines.

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hey kkk, give my baby back! [29 Jan 2005|03:04pm]

[ mood | cold ]

[ music | brian setzer.jump jive n wail ]

the one day everything freezes, my camera decides to hate me. drat my luck.

i found brittney! i thought she was gone forever.

in other people-finding news, marys not dead!!!! just on brief hiatus from us kids. gosh i missed her.

new pictures! click da link, yo.

aww, andie's over nader...teehee

no downtown goings today due to inclimate weather
drats
its kewl tho, i understand. lolzzzz
*gunshot*

my hands are freeezing. but my shirt is mos def da pimpshit. ya herrd.

i smell really good.

im going to go get pretty and take pictures and watch ghost world and sew. l eight rzzzz.

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ive got pinkeyes [28 Jan 2005|08:31pm]

[ mood | enthralled ]

[ music | mike park ]

i had a grrreat night
but my camera keeps dying!
fight, camera, fight!

so last night was the play
pixxx are up from that
sharee was a celebrity
not the people in the play
<3 lisa
just around the riverbend

so today leanna wasnt at school
so i didnt go over as i had planned
but then we went to da burrito sto' and i had a feeling she would be there
just a weird feeling
then i sat down and her and taylor walked in
so that was fun
i love her so much

then i went to barnes and nobles and i found a v.v.v. cute book
but i had no money to buy it *is sad*
so sharee met me there
and we hung out and looked at artsy magazines
im so psychic today!
sharee was going to come over and watch movies and such
BUT she is scared of rain/snow/driving in SO she didnt
which is ok
because i <3 her and dont want her to die
...or do i?!?!
no.

anyway tomorrow=movie pizza sex with lisa day
if the weather permits
we shall go see phantom of the opera and to jakes house and to mellow mushroom OR cute vegetarian cafe OR somewhere cute
i love her with every fiber of my being and i hate to see her hurt. she is so my best friend. gosh i love her.

im very loveful tonight.

and watching ashlee simpson!

i really want to finish my ramones bag tonight but i dont think ill be able to
because i would have to sew alllllll night or have a sewing machine
which i do not

david bought sharee her fish! see! im not that weird! well, ok, yeah i am. but shut up.

so i cant seem to find a balance. i was so happy with myself but not with my relationships.
but now its the opposite. well im happy with myself but something feels amiss.
im struggling to find a balance.

mars hall is a great boy. im really glad we're good friends. and he makes me laugh a lot. a LOT.
bens a great boy too. but duh.
herbie's funny. autobiography of a black boy is terrifying!!!!! its lisa's autobiography
if you want my auto want my autobiography...baby just ask meeeee/may

i want hot chocolat in a pitcher

im doing it! im so thrilled. its a secret!!!
but a boring one.
because my paper is plain and white. just like me.
what???

robert parker should give me driving lessons.

man i REALLY need a shower. im gross. but i smell like coffee.

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i dont know about that. i hate periods! [26 Jan 2005|07:47pm]

[ mood | uncomfortable ]

[ music | im a hellcat.nekromantixxx ]

i hate tampons. sorry if thats gross? but i do. theyre weird.

i saw Crunk Juice at mellow mushroom.

they were out of bright eyes. fuck that shit. no one likes conor! well apparently so.

i dont know whats wrong with me. why cant i accept people liking me?

"i wish more people would listen to jazz and not punk rock"

mommy! can i go out and kill tonight?!

"my teeth are very sensitive today"
"pee on them!"
sam is so weird.!.

do periods make your teeth sensitive?

i got ghost world! *is excited*

i <3 grandmas

i </3 procrastination i <3 pizza i </3 sweaty fingers (what?) i <3 valeries cutness. and stalking

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[25 Jan 2005|07:41pm]

[ mood | geeky ]

[ music | mike park ]

so today was supposed to be the best day ever
however, it went horribly wrong
which should have been anticipated

im lonely. but happy? i just want someone to share it with.
i am not used to not having a lot of GOOD friends
i always have and its weird now that we dont talk
and that they talk to lisa
but i dont have anyone who i feel like cares about me
lisa excluded because duh
but i wish i were GOOD friends with like...britknee and brandi and others
and i feel like a stupid little girl whos all "hi! can i be your friend?!?! lolz"
and i know they like me but i dont feel like they care
maybe they do...maybe...maybe...

it takes me an average of 2 minutes to go to the el bano (tilde)

"dustin!" *beep* "WEIRD"

this morning was fun! my mommy made me coffeeeee and i drank lotzzzz
and THEN i got to escuela and lisa scurried up to me and was all "guess what i brought you!"
and the darn girl brought me coffee!!! it was so sweet and i love her so very much
AND it was blue sea cruise! yummmmm
xxxxxxxxx robby argh hate
and so in espanol (tilde!) we finished our chicano gangsta movie
it was actually good. probably because im a chicana gangsta

and THEN in second period i drew an AWESOME picture of my history teacher in his SWEATERVEST
it was really funny. i love his sweatervest sooo much.
so he was teaching and i was taking notes...in drawing form...which=stick figures
so my paper was like....chris columbus, mrs. briggs, marshall, and william rhenquist
and then in english we did character profiles
and again, mine were in stick figure form
so i basically rewrote the davinci code in stick figures
but i added marshall + lisa romance
AND CHARLIE CHAPLIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! because he spices up any story. like duh.
i really love that man.
im sure if he talked he would tell me he loved me back.
well....he talks...but...shut up

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oo eeh ah ah [24 Jan 2005|07:54pm]

[ mood | flirty ]

[ music | she said.the cramps ]

im so deeply content.
i quite love it.

i wish people loved me as much as i love them. maybe they do and just dont say so. it would be much appreciated and remembered. really...

my ramones bag is going to mos def be the pimpshit. envy it!

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therefore you are gay [23 Jan 2005|04:24pm]

[ mood | itchy ]

[ music | nekromantixxx.struck by a wrecking ball ]

me and mimi went sewing machine shopping
and to get ghost world. they didnt have it.

leanna called me during church? god will smite her!

austin's sweet.

cough.

i uploaded new pictures. i like them. one in particular.

im so excited jeffreys buying me a fish!!!!!!!!!!!! <3333
well, austin said he will too
but we shall see
its a race!

show on the 19th? fish? jeffrey? making out lots? check.

i LOVE ghost world. its my life. now i sleep with CJ. well...ok!!!

me and mimi started making my newest skirt
its going to be v. cute
and pink and black
we havent started sewing yet but its all ready

we're a happy family

so yesterday...saw jason saw lisa it snowed leanna wouldnt play with me in the snow but we talked lots it was nice and fun/ny bought stuff to make a ramones purse saw brittany loved britknee called leanna talked some more talked to jeffrey him and austin are racing to get me a fish winner gets to make out with me sounds good yeah? no more punctuation!!!

today=boring
pretty much, yeah

p.s. im over robby....*big smile*

i feel like im forgetting something

i really need a boy. buy me one? thanks.

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